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    John's Ministry of Recovery © 2026 Christian Testimony Ministry
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    John's Ministry of Recovery
    John's Ministry of Recovery
    Kaung, Stephen

    The Ministry of John as the Ministry of Life

    Will you please turn to the Gospel according to John, Chapter 1, Verse 4?

    In Him was life; and the life was the light of men.

    Turn also to John 20:31.

    But these are written that ye may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that believing ye may have life in His name.

    Then 1 John 1:1-4:

    That which was from the beginning, that which we have heard, that which we have seen with our eyes, that which we contemplated, and our hands handled, concerning the Word of life—
    and the life has been manifested, and we have seen, and bear witness, and report to you the eternal life, which was with the Father, and has been manifested to us—
    that which we have seen and heard we report to you, that ye also may have fellowship with us; and our fellowship is indeed with the Father, and with His Son Jesus Christ.
    And these things write we unto you, that your joy may be full.

    And 1 John 5:13:

    These things have I written unto you, that ye may know that ye have eternal life, even unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God.

    Finally, Revelation 1:17-18:

    And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as dead. And He laid His right hand upon me, saying, Fear not; I am the first and the last,
    and the Living One; and I became dead, and behold, I am alive for evermore, and have the keys of death and of Hades.

    Opening Prayer

    Let us pray.

    Our Heavenly Father, we do take it as a great honor and privilege that we may gather around Thy table to remember Thee, and to know that Thou art not only the One who was crucified for us on the cross two thousand years ago, but Thou art the One who lives, and lives in us and among us.

    Oh, how we praise and thank Thee that we can gather around Thyself and know Thee in life. How we praise and thank Thee that Thou art so living, Thou art so real to us. There is nothing that really is real except Thyself. We do praise and worship Thee.

    Now this morning, as we continue in Thy presence, we ask Thee to open Thy Word to us, touch our hearts, and lead us into Thyself. We ask in Thy precious name. Amen.

    The Ministry of John and Spiritual Recovery

    Over a month ago, when we were together, we mentioned that, among the different ministries that we find in the New Testament, the ministry of John the Apostle is very special and, in a sense, very needed for our time.

    The ministry of John is the ministry of recovery.

    Friend, our Lord Jesus called John to follow Him while he was mending the nets. And this, in a sense, symbolizes the ministry of John.

    Through Peter, the Gospel is preached, and materials are gathered together into the kingdom of God. Through Paul, these materials that were gathered are built up together into God’s house.

    But then we know that, towards the end of the apostolic age, the testimony of God—the testimony of Jesus—began to suffer. There were leaks. There were holes in the net.

    It was during that time that we find the ministry of John became very prominent. He came in to mend the net. He came in to stop leaks. And he came in to restore and recover the testimony of Jesus as God originally designed.

    Brothers and sisters, we are living at the end of this age, and we feel a most urgent need to see the testimony of Jesus recovered in the church. For this reason, we need to pay very special attention to John’s ministry.

    Recovery Through a Return to the Beginning

    Now, last time we mentioned that the ministry of John, the ministry of recovery, has certain characteristics. Number one: his ministry is the ministry of the beginning.

    We find that John always leads us back to the beginning. The Gospel according to Matthew begins with Abraham. The Gospel according to Mark begins with John the Baptist. The Gospel according to Luke begins with Zacharias and Elisabeth—or we may say, begins with Adam. But it is in the Gospel of John that we find he begins with the very beginning:

    In the beginning was the Word.

    You know, whenever there is any problem, wherever there is any complication, wherever there is any confusion of any sort, the only way to solve problems, confusion, and complications is to go back to the root. We have to find our root.

    It is superficial merely to deal with the branches. You do not deal with a problem as you see it on the surface. You do not try to untangle the complications as you find them. And you do not try to solve the confusion, because if you try to solve the confusion, you become more confused.

    The only way to get out of all these things is to return to the very beginning. And I believe that this is still true in our days.

    John always leads us to the beginning. And when we are led to the beginning, what do we see?

    In the beginning was the Word.

    In the beginning was God expressed, revealed, manifested. In the beginning, you do not find anything, because there was nothing in the beginning. In the beginning, you do not have any doctrine or teaching. In the beginning, you do not have any rituals or ceremonies, forms or systems. In the beginning, you do not have any man—nothing.

    But in the beginning was the Word.

    As we are led to the beginning, we see no one but Jesus only. You know, our problem is that we see too many other men. Even the apostle Peter, on the Mount of Transfiguration, saw Jesus and Moses and Elijah. And God had to take away Moses and Elijah in order that he might see Jesus only.

    The problem with the church in Corinth was the same thing. They saw Paul, they saw Apollos, they saw Cephas; and Paul had to remonstrate with them and say, “Is Christ divided? Did Paul die for you? Were you baptized in the name of Paul?”

    Jesus—Jesus only.

    So, brothers and sisters, when we want to come to this matter of recovery, we have to pass by all men, all teachings, all forms, all systems, all traditions, all things. We have to pass by these things and go back to the beginning. That is, go back to God; go back to Christ; and see that He is everything.

    And if it is not Christ, it is not something that we need to hang on to.

    In the beginning was the Word.
    And the Word became flesh, and dwelt among men, full of grace and truth.

    Everything He says, everything He does, is grace. Everything He says is truth. If we do anything and it is not Christ, it is not grace. If we see anything and it is not Christ, it is not truth.

    Grace and truth come and subsist in Him—that is, in Christ.

    The Ministry of Life

    Now this morning, we would like to come to the second characteristic of the ministry of recovery as demonstrated and illustrated by John: the ministry of John is the ministry of life.

    You see, John is not energetic, aggressive, or spirited. John is more retired, reserved, quiet. John is not as strong as Paul. He seems to be very hidden, being away. And yet, you find with John that it is primarily a matter of life.

    You know, when things begin to change, begin to fall away, if you try to correct a situation by preaching or by teaching, if you are strong and insistent, you will find that you tend to divide rather than unite.

    When things are abnormal, the only way to restore is through life. And this is what we find in the ministry of John.

    Life Confronting Death in the Gospel of John

    As you turn to John’s Gospel, you find that it is life. Life is on earth, and life begins to touch different people and different situations.

    In the world, you find death everywhere. But here comes life, and this life touches all the situations of death and brings life into them. You find darkness prevailing upon the earth, and yet light comes: on the one hand, to expose; and on the other hand, to heal.

    This is what you find in the Gospel according to John.

    Here was a situation in Cana of Galilee. There was a marriage. But then, at the height of the joy of this marriage, suddenly came a great tragedy: there was no more wine.

    It would be very embarrassing to the newlyweds, and it also would hurt the whole atmosphere of this happy time. Oh, death began to come in at the very height of the joy of so-called life.

    But here you find our Lord Jesus was there. He touched the situation. He changed the water into wine, and He gave joy to the family.

    Then you find again that there was death in the temple in Jerusalem. It was called by the name of God. It was supposed to be a place of worship, but it had become a bazaar, a house of merchandise. There was death in the very place where light should be.

    It was not until the Lord Jesus came and cleansed the temple that He brought light back to the house of God.

    Now there was another man, Nicodemus. He was a most moral and religious person, and yet he was dead. He did not know it until our Lord Jesus came and life touched the situation and brought him into life.

    The same thing happened with the Samaritan woman. No doubt there was death; there was thirstiness. And it was the Lord, the Light, who touched the situation and gave satisfaction.

    Well, you can go on through the whole Gospel according to John. For instance, there was a man infirm for thirty-eight years. That was certainly a witness unto death, but it was the Lord who restored life to that man.

    There were people who were hungry and had nothing to eat, and it was the Lord who gave them the bread of life. There was a woman who was caught in sin and transgression, and according to the law of Moses she was condemned to be stoned to death. But the Lord gave life; He gave forgiveness.

    There was a man who was blind from his birth. He could not see; that was death. But the Lord opened his eyes. And there was Lazarus, who was dead, and the Lord restored him to life.

    So, brothers and sisters, as you read the Gospel according to John, you find that he was showing us how there was life on earth—life in the midst of death. But this life came, swallowed up death, and gave life to every situation.

    Life as the Light of Men

    Well, if you want to look at it from the viewpoint of light, you have the same thing. Everything was pitch darkness.

    Now, do not think that the Samaritan woman certainly was in darkness—in darkness of sin, in darkness of ignorance—but even Nicodemus was in darkness: in the darkness of intelligence.

    You find that in Isaiah 50 we are told how we kindle our own fires and surround ourselves with the sparks that we have kindled. And what will happen to us? The Lord says that we will lie down in sorrow.

    In other words, the light that we consider as light is not light itself, because only in Him was life, and the life was the light of men.

    You know, oftentimes we consider many things as life. What do we think life is? Certainly marriage—the joy of married life. No doubt, that is life. But is it life?

    At the height of joy, there is sorrow. You know, in China we have a proverb: “The moon is not always full, and the flower is not always fragrant.” Now, that is what life is.

    The life that we consider as life on earth is no life at all. It is only when we come to know the Lord Jesus as life that we begin to know what life really is.

    Sometimes we think that being moral and being religious is life. Now, say that Nicodemus thought that way. But being moral and being religious is not life. People can be very moral, very religious, and there is no life in that.

    Only the Lord Jesus is life, and there is none else.

    Now, with the Samaritan woman, she may think that life is in gratifying the flesh, giving in to the lust of the flesh. Then you have life; you enjoy life. But did she enjoy life? Not at all. She was thirsty—very thirsty. It was not life at all.

    Or some people may think that if you have health, there is life. But life is not in sickness or in health. Life is not in prosperity or adversity. Life is not in all these things. Only in Him—that is, in Christ—there is life.

    The Tree of Life and the Tree of Knowledge

    Brothers and sisters, the ministry of John is the ministry of life. He wants us to see life, and nothing really matters but life.

    Whenever there is any problem, wherever there is a need for recovery, go back to life. Ask the question: Is it life?

    You know how easy it is for us to feed upon the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. That was what happened in the beginning. Our forefathers, instead of eating of the tree of life, ate the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.

    And this continues on even to our days. Not only during the days when we were unsaved, but even after we are saved, how easy it is for us to turn to the tree of the knowledge of good and evil instead of turning to the tree of life.

    Oftentimes we find ourselves in a situation, and whenever we are in a situation, our question always is, “Is it good or is it evil? Is it right or is it wrong?” Immediately, you find we are involved with reasoning, arguments, and knowledge, as if knowledge, reasonings, arguments, good or evil, right or wrong, will solve our situation. Not at all.

    We go to the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, and we find death. The more we feed upon that tree, the deader we become.

    For recovery, you do not go to the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. For recovery, you go to the tree of life. In other words, you ask only one question: Is this life?

    If this is life—that is, if it is Christ—then this is something to which we must yield. But if it is not life, it is not Christ. Even if it is good—not to say it is evil, of course—even if it is good, even if it is right, it is not something that God requires of us.

    The one thing, and the only thing, that God requires of us is life. Is it life?

    Recovery Through the Ministry of Life

    I recall a situation that happened in China. There was an assembly there in China that the Lord blessed very much.

    There were not only the numbers—hundreds, perhaps a thousand, gathered together—but there was also some depth. Those who gathered together in those days, many of them really knew the Lord in quite a deep way.

    But then the enemy began to attack. The enemy used all kinds of things, trying to destroy the testimony, both from within and from without. And if I were free to tell you what had actually happened, it may frighten you. But the enemy did everything to destroy the testimony of Jesus in the assembly there, and he succeeded.

    The whole assembly was disbanded. God’s people were scattered. They could not meet together. There was such distrust. The whole thing seemed to go to death.

    But then, thank God, gradually the whole assembly began to recover.

    And you know, the reason why the testimony of God was gradually recovered was because God raised up a brother. I knew him very well. He was not a strong brother. He was not strong in doctrine at all. Probably, he was not too sharp in doctrine.

    He was not an aggressive person. He was more of a retired, reserved kind of person. But the Lord gave him a special ministry: a ministry of life.

    When he ministered the Word to God’s people, he was always on life. And life was something that he knew in his own personal life. He knew life. He knew what life was. He knew the life of Christ in him.

    When the whole thing had entered into death, God raised up that brother, and he began to minister life to the people. Gradually, the people began to reassemble and come together.

    And there was a wonderful recovery. When the recovery came, actually it raised the level of the assembly even above that which was before.

    How were the problems solved? They were not solved by right or wrong. It started with right and wrong. They were not solved by good and evil. It started with good and evil. They were not solved by figuring things out, reasoning things out, or having things explained and argued.

    No. The problem was never touched. Life rises above the problem, and it is no more.

    Now, brothers and sisters, we have to remember that in the ministry of recovery, it is life that solves all the problems. Do not get more complicated by trying to clear up the complications, but only return to life.

    And, of course, where is life? Life is in Christ. You have to return to life; return to Christ. As you return to Christ and let His life reign and rule over you, brothers and sisters, you are above your head.

    Our problem is our head. Our head always gives us problems. And the more you try to attack the head, the harder the head will be.

    The only way is to return to the heart, and that is to return to life—the life that is in Christ. Brothers and sisters, the more you turn to the head, the more you turn to yourself. You just sink within yourself.

    But when you turn to life, you turn to Christ. You forget yourself. You are lost in Him. And this is the only way that the testimony of Jesus may be recovered.

    It seems strange, does it not? But this is the only way, and it always works. And this is the ministry of John the Apostle.

    The Manifestation of Life in Believers

    Then, when you come to his Epistle, you find that this life that once walked on earth and overcame all death is now in us. We who believe in the Lord Jesus need to know that we have this eternal life. In other words, this life is now in us.

    It was on earth two thousand years ago and demonstrated its power and its beauty. But now this very life is in us—in you and in me. And because the same life is in us, it is expected of us that this life should be manifested.

    Now, brothers and sisters, how do you know that you have this life? If you have this life, and if you really live in this life—now, of course, we say, “For me to live is Christ. It is no longer I, but Christ who lives in me.” Oh, of course, that is our testimony: “To me to live is Christ.”

    But this is not something that we just say. This is something that we have to prove. Now, how can we prove that we are living in the life of Christ, that it is in His life that we live?

    John said that you can prove it by its nature. This life has its nature. Every life has its nature, and this life of Christ has its own nature.

    What are the characteristics of this nature? In the Gospel and in the Epistle of John, we find three things:

    • God is light.
    • God is righteous.
    • God is love.

    God Is Light

    Now, God is light, and there is no darkness in Him. This is His very nature. You cannot find any darkness in God. No. He is light. He has no shade nor shadow of turning. He is light.

    If we walk in the light, as He is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ, His Son, cleanseth us from all sin.

    God is light, and we have the light of life in us. You remember, in the Gospel according to John, our Lord Jesus said:

    I am the light of the world: he that followeth Me shall not walk in the darkness, but shall have the light of life.

    Now, the life that we have received is the light of life. It gives the light of life in us. And if we walk in the light—now, by the light, it does not mean if we walk in the light that comes from outside. It means if we walk in the light of life.

    We have the life within us, and this life emits light from within us. You do not walk by the light from outside; you walk by the light from within.

    And as we walk in the light, as God is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, God’s Son, cleanses us from all sins.

    You know, sometimes we say, “We have a new light.” Sometimes when we read the Bible and suddenly some words begin to glow, we say that God has given us new light. Now, thank God, He does sometimes give us light in that fashion.

    But when you go to the very basic thing, you find that it is not merely enlightenment from the Word. It is not some information, something that you receive. Light, basically, is from life.

    How do we walk on earth? Do we walk by the light that comes from outside—what we have been taught, what we are told, what we have learned? Even though they may be accurate, they are not life.

    We have to learn to walk by the light of life. If we walk in the light—that is not the outward light; it is the inward light—if we walk in the inward light, however small that light may be, we can have fellowship with God.

    Even though God is in full light and we are just in a little light, if we walk in the little light that we have, we can have fellowship with God, who dwells in the light and who is light Himself.

    In His light, we see light. We begin to realize wherein we are wrong, and thank God, the blood is always available. That is the way that we grow in the Lord. That is the way to prove that we live by the life of Christ, that we are in life.

    It is very easy to discern. You can know when you are in life or when you are not in life. How do you know you are in life? Well, if you walk in the light, you are in life. If you do not walk in the light, you are not in life.

    God Is Righteous

    The same thing applies to righteousness. God is righteous. The life in us is very righteous. Oh, to make it very simple, the life in us is right. In other words, whatever God considers as right is right.

    Is it not true that sometimes we think we are right? But the more we argue that we are right, the more, within us, we feel that we are not right. Is that not true?

    You seem to have every reason that you are right, and yet the louder you speak, the weaker you become within. Why? Because there within, the life is condemning you. God does not see this as right.

    Your cause may be right, but your spirit may be wrong. And if your spirit is wrong, you are wrong in the sight of God.

    Well, I had such an experience. For several months once in my lifetime, I was all right. And I was right; it turned out that I was right. But my spirit was wrong.

    And during those several months, I was dead. I was dead. I knew it. I prayed routinely. I read the Bible. Oh, I tried to maintain an outward appearance. I still went to the meetings, but I could not participate. There was death within me.

    At first I did not understand. I said, “I was so right. Why should I be dead?” Until the Lord showed me that this matter of right is a matter of life. It is not a matter of reason; it is a matter of life. My life was wrong.

    And until that is corrected, there is no life. Brothers and sisters, are we right? Are we in the right—that is, the right of life? Does your life bear witness that you are right? Or is your life telling you that something is wrong?

    God Is Love

    And then, of course, life is love. God is love. And this love is God’s love.

    We love because He first loved us. We love because He has planted His love in us. Since He has loved us, we must love one another. We must love the brethren.

    This love is not selective. This love is not indulgent.

    You know, we can love—I mean, we can love—and love can be very selfish and very indulgent. Sometimes we love because we find that a certain person or certain thing is lovely and lovable; therefore, we love it.

    Or, when we love, in order to love, we are afraid that we may not love, and we try to love. When we try to love, we are so indulgent. We love everything. We enjoy it. We encourage it. We strengthen it.

    That is human love. Human love is not perfect. But the love of life—that is, the love of the life of Christ—is entirely different.

    On the one hand, you find that love is of such a nature that you can lay down your life for your brothers. And that is what God expects of us. We must be ready to lay down our lives for our brethren, because He has laid down His life for us. He has shown us what love is.

    And yet, on the other hand, it does not mean that you can be indulgent.

    Love abhors evil and cleaves to good.

    Do we know whether we are in life or not? How do we know? When there is love, and this love is the love of His life, when we have the love of this life in us, we know that we are in life.

    But when we try to love or to hate in ourselves, in the flesh, there is death. There is death.

    You know, I am afraid, dear brothers and sisters, sometimes we misunderstand what love is. We think that by love means, well, just be loving toward everybody, you know, not discerning anymore. No.

    Love discerns. And yet, on the one hand, it condemns; on the other hand, it is self-sacrificing.

    So 1 John actually tells us what love is. In other words, we see the love in Christ in the Gospel of John, but now we see the life manifested in the believers in the First Epistle of John.

    Now, that is life. Wherever there is life—real life—there is always light. You do not grow up in darkness. And when light comes, it exposes. It exposes the real situation. It hurts. It lays bare. It kills. But thank God, it heals. It saves. It recovers.

    Whenever life is there, there is always that which is right before God. And wherever life is there, there is always love there. So you can prove life very easily. You can see it very easily. And this is something that must be recovered among God’s people.

    Life Triumphant Over Death

    Finally, when you come to the Book of Revelation, Revelation actually shows us the battle of life over death.

    You see, death has a power, no doubt about that. Even in 1 Corinthians 15, Paul says that the last enemy to be destroyed is death. Death has tremendous power. That is the greatest power on earth, and Satan uses that power to hold people in his grip.

    Through the ages, you find there is a battle of life over death. It is always a battle of life and death—the battle of the life of God over the death of Satan. And this is what you find in the Book of Revelation.

    Here you find a battle raging, and the battle is very intense. The battle increases in intensity and in scope. One fourth is destroyed; one third is destroyed. And you find that the whole thing comes to an end.

    And what do you find? You find life overcoming death—life triumphant.

    So, when you come to the end of the revelation of God, you find the holy city, New Jerusalem. It is a city full of life. You find the tree of life.

    In the midst of the city runs the river of life. The river of life comes from the throne of God and of the Lamb, and it flows through the city. On the two sides and in the midst of the river is the tree of life. In other words, the tree of life is everywhere.

    It is a picture of life triumphant. And where is death? Outside the city—defeated forever, overcome. Satan and those who follow him are there in eternal death.

    So, dear brothers and sisters, the ministry of John is the ministry of life. How we need to return to life.

    We need to focus our attention on this one thing: life. We need to ask only one question: Is it life?

    If it is life, it is Christ. If it is not life, it is ourselves. If it is ourselves, our light is darkness, our right is wrong, and our love is selfishness.

    Closing Prayer

    May the Lord help us. Let us pray.

    Our Heavenly Father, how we praise and thank Thee that in the days of spiritual declension, the way to recovery is through life. Oh, we do pray that we may not be involved in many things, but that we may only be involved with life.

    May this be our question all the time, at any occasion. We pray that we may just ask, “Is it life? Is it Christ?” Lord, if it is not life, it is not Thee. It is something that we will reject. But if it is Thee, it is of life. Even though sometimes we may not understand, Lord, help us to submit to Thyself.

    We pray, O Lord, that as we minister to one another, we may not minister death to one another, but may minister Thy life to one another. We ask Thee, O Lord, that Thou wilt not allow us to go in the light that we kindle ourselves, that we may not lie down in sorrow, but may walk in the light of life, and we will never stumble.

    We pray that we may not stand on the ground of our own righteousness, because there is none, but that we may see the right of life, that we may always be right in life. O Lord, may we minister that to our brothers and sisters.

    And we pray that we may love one another with Thy love—not with our love, which we try to manufacture, but, Lord, with Thy love: the love that is so self-sacrificing, the love that is willing to lay down its life, but the love that cannot endorse evil.

    O Lord, we pray that we may minister such love to one another. This is love indeed, and this is the love that builds. O Lord, help us.

    We do praise and thank Thee that even though in this path of life there is conflict, there is always this battle—the battle of life over death. Oftentimes we think as if death has prevailed, but how we praise and thank Thee: Thou art the first and the last, the Living One.

    Behold, Thou didst become dead and art living for ever and ever, and hast the keys of death and Hades. Thou hast overcome, and we shall overcome. And one day we shall see life in triumph.

    Praise the Lord. In Thy precious name. Amen.